that brings violent coughs to my throat, when i'm twenty seconds away from you
and my skin screams, when your skin cells are my skin cells
and alarms i never snooze go off in my head, when a word – any word – slips from your lips
and the most rapturous knocking beats in my chest, when you're here
gunshots and bombs erupt in my head, when i'm enveloped in you(r cologne, and your fabric, and your body heat)
and yet
the silence sits ringing beside me, when you're asleep and as quiet as a dried-up ocean